Whenever people say "I don't have time to do X" that's almost never actually true. You could find the time if you cared enough. You could reprioritize things to open up more time, make sacrifices.
It's not that you literally don't have the time, it's that you have *made the choice* to not put in the effort to make time for it.
There's absolutely nothing wrong with that, but just be honest and accepting with yourself about it.