I'm not entirely sure why I feel this way today. I think part of it is from my little emotional breakdown with my mom this past weekend, which was mostly me struggling with the idea of choosing to let go of my anger for the world and change myself.
Or it might just be because I unexpectedly saw the comet last night and went to bed in a good mood.
Another instance of my internal motivation being a frustratingly slippery thing that doesn't seem to follow any consistent rules.