The election bullshit is making me lose my resolve.
One side of me: I should indefinitely delay bottom surgery because it will make me dependent upon HRT to stay alive. I shouldn't get top surgery either, because it makes me too noticeable. They would both be a liability.
Other side of me: Fuck the fascist ass clowns. Let's get all the gender affirming surgeries before they are outlawed or whatever. If it gets me killed, so be it.
Third side: Do the minimum necessary to go stealth and hide.