Sometimes it's like my lack of motivation is just me retreating to the only things I know matter, and ignoring the things that probably won't matter if everything goes to hell.
That's part of why I've been so distracted by astrophotography lately. I find it valuable and important *to me*, regardless of what's going on in the world. I don't feel the same about my job.
That probably means I should quit, but I have a hard time seeing how any other job would be any different.