I have this constant need for achievement. I always feel like I need to working toward some Big Meaningful Goal that requires me to push myself to the limit to achieve.
But that drive is what sent me into burnout, and I'm afraid to indulge in it. Especially since a lot of stuff is going pretty well in my life right now. The responsible part of me is saying to use this moment to pay down debt and build wealth.
It's comfortable, but also ordinary and boring. I don't know how to deal with it.