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Mondays are so consistently a day when I get nothing done because I can't/don't want to focus
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I'm so tired of spending all day staring at my computer screen trying to get myself to be productive, but when I look at job postings I just get depressed. I don't know what I'm even looking for.
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I like the term "adulting" because it implies that you are doing an activity that isn't the default state of a human
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Uspol, anxiety, sarcasm"This is the most important election in the history of America, and possibly the world."You don't say! Wow, I had no idea. Thank you for reminding me!
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Also, a recent hire on the team has sooo much energy and it makes me feel inadequate
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I can't tell if I want to yell at someone or cry. Probably both.I don't know what to do that will actually help me feel better. Everything I think of doing sounds about as much fun as pulling my own...
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Sometimes I swear my body runs on a 25 hour clock or something. I should move to Mars
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UspolMy brain is really struggling to come to grips with the worst case scenario. Part of me just cannot accept that it could happen. I should really get my head straight before Election Day or I might...
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People on the right keep talking about how queer and trans people are destroying society.Cool. Good. This society fucking sucks anyway. That rhetoric only motivates me to be as flagrantly gay as...
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I will hone and exercise my queerness until I become the societal equivalent of a bunker busting JDAM. Entire blocks will be leveled and converted into drag bars by an evangelical simply seeing me...
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Weaponized queerness. A person so aggressively queer that it causes literal brain damage to conservatives. Entire swathes of MAGA maniacs reduced to apoplectic, twitching bodies on the ground at the...
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I want to be like an eldritch god but for queerness. It will be impossible for a human to perceive the depth and complexity of my queerness without instantly going insane.
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Back before transitioning I was really into playing the drums, and I had a playlist of songs I liked to play along with. For whatever reason (depression), I drifted away from both playing drums, and I...
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It's hard to parse them all, but one aspect is the feeling of practicing and of proficiency. It's been a long time since I've felt like I was doing something well — that I felt proficient. It's weird...
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I think one reason it feels weird is because the memories aren't just of time or a place or an experience. The memories are kinesthetic; they are intricately tied to the movement of my body. Playing a...
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Calling it "adulting" makes a lot of sense because "adult" is a culturally constructed role. When you are "adulting" you are often performing tasks to satisfy society, not yourself. You are doing tasks...
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