Like, this might have been something *I* might very well have been involved with designing and building. This was *why* I wanted to work at someplace like that. Every so often I'm reminded of it and it's like touching a fresh wound.
Theoretically, I could apply there again. My boss then understood that I was struggling with mental health things, but he just couldn't afford to give me the time to figure it out. He left the door open for when I did.
But I feel like that ship has sailed.
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