I feel like the root of a lot of my challenges with life right now is the feeling going along with the status quo is being complicit in it. I'm embedded in a system that perpetuates destruction, exploitation, and injustice, and anything I do only adds to that. I have an emotional need to achieve and be "successful", but there isn't any way to do that without feeling like I'm either making things worse or being willfully oblivious.
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