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All of this is to say that for any of these scenarios our only known true allies are our fellow humans. The only ones that can ensure our continued survival as a species is ourselves, and we are...
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A lot of the reason for me feeling like I need to quit my job is feeling completely overwhelmed when I think about trying to catch up with everything I've procrastinated on or simply neglected while...
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I haven't been feeling depressed lately, but that only seems to have been replaced with a continuous existential crisis
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I feel like the root of a lot of my challenges with life right now is the feeling going along with the status quo is being complicit in it. I'm embedded in a system that perpetuates destruction,...
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Now the obvious answer (from the perspective of philosophies like Stoicism and Buddhism) is to let go of my imaginary vision of what the world *should* be and accept how it actually *is*. This is the...
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But there's nothing I can do to change the situation. Not right now, anyway — not in the short-term.So how do I live — and thrive — in a system I loathe? Because I don't want to spend my life depressed...
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Just met with my boss for the first time in a week (he was on a trip) and a few minutes of sitting at my desk in work context was enough to trigger a surge of anxiety.He didn't even say anything that...
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Once again feeling like I should just fucking quit and be done with it.Why not just totally derail my entire life? Indefinitely delay my transition, run my savings to $0, and have a long, embarrassing...
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I don't know how to let go of the anger and resentment. To stop feeling trapped.Quitting is an easy escape from the feelings, but it's not an answer.
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Can't help but wonder how much of this is just another instance of "you would probably feel better about it if you weren't alone all the fucking time"
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What I want is to take 1-2 years off from working to get surgeries and do other transition stuff, and to work on myself and just clear my mind. Maybe that's possible. Maybe not. Maybe it wouldn't...
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A friend of mine had their wedding a year ago and I kept the little name placard for my seat at the reception. I was staring at it earlier and was filled with warmth thinking, "Hey, that's *my* name!...
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I feel like I should tell my doc that my depression has been getting worse, but I'm not sure it's worth telling them when it's an issue with my own thoughts and beliefs. Changing my medication is...
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I love when I stick my foot in my mouth and then immediately want to crawl into a hole and die
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Gonna log off now and contemplate all the reasons I hate myself and deserve to suffer
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After some crying and wallowing I came to the conclusion that the internet was a mistake
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Am I doing enough to make things better? No, because I am a coward. I'm weak. I'm selfish. I'm afraid. I'm ignorant. I make mistakes. I have bad habits and flawed beliefs. I'm irrational and often...
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The world is constantly trying to take what it can from me. Every day there's someone asking me to be more than I am. Make more money. Work more. Spend more money. Buy. Buy. Buy. Be more beautiful. Eat...
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It just occurred to me that this is more or less the monologue from Barbie lol
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