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Sci-fi: What if humanity built generation ships? That'd be cool, right?Actual human history: You mean a designed, self-contained, indefinitely stable, culturally and ecologically sustainable society...
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How do we defeat the phantasm? How can you free someone who's trapped in their own mind? Trapped there by their own choice? It's something that scares me too. It's the greatest problem of our age, and...
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In moments like this, it feels like I'm stuck in a phantasm of my own. I avoid acknowledging the truth out of fear of what it would do to my psyche.We all live in the contradiction.
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nihilism, darknessWhat's the truth I'm avoiding? What's the contradiction?That humanity is doomed by it's very nature. That intelligence is a curse, not a blessing. We might be able to outsmart nature...
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nihilism, darknessIt doesn't matter whether or not that is actually true, because we would not believe it. We are constitutionally incapable of accepting that there might be limits on our...
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nihilism, darknessThat's an incredibly dark and nihilistic thought, but that's exactly the point. None of us could hold that idea in our heads and be able to survive. Even if we see the truth of it...
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It's a beautiful sunny Saturday, so what better time to be too depressed to get out of bed
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Small brain: Society was perfect at some point in the past.Normal brain: No existing human society is perfect, but <ideology> will be.Big brain: No human society will ever be perfect, but we can...
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Because I'm depressed and have little energy to do anything else, I've started building this bad boy #lego
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I've been getting kind of annoyed with my armpit hair, so I got out the IPL gadget I got way back in the day when my egg first cracked.Not as bad as electrolysis or even laser, but ow. So much of...
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I went yesterday without caffeine and today with minimal caffeine and no ADHD stimulant meds. I'm hoping it will reset my brain's tolerance for both and make it all more effective again for a while....
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I apologize to everyone for being a whiny depressed baby this weekend.It's not that I've stopped being a whiny depressed baby, just that I'm on meds again and had a cup of tea so I'm better able to...
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mh-, dysphoriaI'm feeling very dysphoric and ugly today. I look in the mirror and just see a guy with long hair and boobs.
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