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mh-It only took until 4pm but I ate a thing and drank some water. Back to being a blob on my bed
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mh-Ate some more again. I spent most of the day sleeping. A friend is trying to do some astrophotography and calling me to ask questions and troubleshoot. It's annoying in a way, but it's the only...
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mh-I spent essentially all of yesterday in bed, mostly sleeping. I'm kind of over sleeping and feel like I should get up, but I also don't actually want to do anything.
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mh-Prediction for how today will go: - Staring at the wall until the meds kick in- Maybe doing one single productive thing- Will meet with my boss, get more depressed- Will meet with my therapist, get...
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mh-It's probably good that I sent a message to my doc. I don't know what's going on with me anymore.
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mh-Things my therapist wants me to do:- Acknowledge more of the positive aspects of my job/career- Pay attention to less shitMore or less: I'm too smart and know too much for my own good and ignorance...
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mh-It's 2:30pm, so that means it's time for me to feel increasingly fatigued, tired, and generally crappy until I have no other choice but to take a nap
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I am afraid to hope for a job and career that is fulfilling and rewarding.I am afraid to hope for a life free from bigotry and hate.I am afraid to hope for a loving and caring partner. I am afraid to...
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Them: "ADHD medications are addictive and dangerous!"Me: Procrastinating and avoiding taking my meds because I know it will make me feel better and I don't actually want to feel better
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What's actually addictive and dangerous for me: Reese's Peanut Butter CupsThat shit is going to kill me
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Currently sitting cross-legged on my bed in nothing but a fuzzy robe, eyes closed and blindfolded, stimming by rocking in a circular motion, contemplating astrophotography gear, life, the universe, and...
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I am afraid to hope that I will be able to retire early, or indeed at all — to be able to spend most of my time working on things important to me without concern for profitability or productivity.I am...
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Me trying to see the positive of my job and careerYes, cars have their problems. They are not ideal in many ways. I would prefer more trains and trams instead of highways.But I don't have control over...
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Me trying to see the positive of my job and careerThe company I work for seems to genuinely care about the cybersecurity of their products. One can debate whether or not that's from a cold, calculating...
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