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Doing some #solar#astrophotography again today because I actually have the will to live again. Took some finagling, but that's a 2x focal extender with a larger aperture blocking filter on that bad boy...
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This ocean of air we live in is kind of obnoxious when you are trying to look at stuff outside of it. It's always wiggling and wobbling and doing weird shit with your focus
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I of course went with 2... mostly because she messaged be directly about it and I couldn't ignore it lol
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I'm somehow actually doing work right now. So far I have managed to sort out an issue preventing me from pushing my code to a remote repo. Started trying to merge said code with another branch and...
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This is the type of shit that drives you fucking insane if you have ADHD. Spend like two weeks being depressed because you can't get anything done, have some caffeine and accomplish something...
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So far the long-term forecasts are not optimistic, for what little it's worth. A forecast for 13 days in the future is subject to drastic changes and mostly useless for planning purposes. I'm just...
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Like, so far it's looking like widespread clouds and rain, which is about the worst case scenario. But it's too early to tell whether that means overcast or intermittent clouds, the timing of those...
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I'm starting to feel like I don't actually know how to get myself to stay focused in way that's sustainable and healthy.I definitely feel like I *could* be productive right now, but I don't know how to...
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Like, when people suggest using urgency to make tasks more interesting, I'm pretty sure they don't mean creating urgency by telling yourself "if you don't get this done today, you're dumb and a...
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Trying to convince myself with logic that a task is important or urgent usually ends up coming down to "do The Thing, because <bad consequence> will happen if you don't", which just activates my...
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So I'm just left with a sort of vague hope/faith that the task will be worth it in the end. Which maybe works on a good day, but not in the depths of depression. It all comes back to "simply do The...
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Is there an option I'm missing? A different perspective to use? Because I'm at a loss.
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And there's the very real possibility that all of this rambling is for naught because the thing I'm missing is simply dopamine. I might just be thinking myself to death trying to solve a problem that's...
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I don't know what that scenario would mean for me. The idea of everything in my life being so dependent upon a medication chafes at my need for autonomy. It's just another source of chronic anxiety — a...
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I know this is something many people have to deal with in their life, but it's new to me — or at least newly relevant.Like, I minimized my use of caffeine for a long time because I hate the feeling of...
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The solar eclipse is a hoax started by Big Event Planning to sell more event planning
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The got Big Hotel in on the conspiracy too to sell non-refundable overpriced hotel rooms
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Holy fuck this happens to me almost every day when I'm not on my meds or heavily caffeinated #ADHDhttps://youtube.com/shorts/HDuacsgKGag
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